I want to make this day productive, but all I did was to sleep and eat. I miss my friends. I miss how they visit me at our old house, I miss how they make everything feel complete and happy. I miss the times when, I call them and ask them to go out and their always there. Apparently, what I have now is Nathan, who can’t be always there for me for some reasons. Lately, I’m having a hard time understanding what’s happening around me. I’m becoming selfish. I don’t know probably, because he’s all that I have.